I want this, I want that.

Hello again.

Ages since I last wrote anything yadda yadda yadda, sorry etc.

Bit of a different blog this time, more about things that I've just been thinking about in general than what is going on in 'life at university'.

I really only started thinking about this yesterday but it has crossed my mind a few time previously. I'm doing a Psychology degree at the moment and I find it absolutely fascinating. I've wanted to go into something like neurospychology for a while now and I know it's what I want and could easily be doing for the rest of my working life. But, there are so many things that I find interesting and that I would love to find out more about them and read about them and learn more. I give the excuse to myself that I just don't have the time, but of course I do, I spend much of my time on my computer not really doing very much at all, why can't I get the motivation to use that time to do something more productive? I would love to learn more about different subjects, biology, some areas of physics such as quantum mechanics, I would love to go to a drama college, or do a music course, I want to write songs, learn about plays, learn more about psychology than just the material for the exams. I want to know more. I want to be able to talk about things with confidence instead of knowing little bits that aren't quite enough to put forward a convincing argument to someone who you know is talking nonsense. I want to learn more about religion and faith.

There are people who do everything they can in their lifetime, 'living life to the full', but all I seem to want to do is sit on my arse. And I enjoy having time to myself, having time to relax and not do very much, but there's so much more that I want to do but I don't seem to want it quite enough to actually do it.

There are so many things that I think I could do if I put my mind to them. I think I'm going to put my mind to inventing something to greatly prolong life so I can do everything that I want and have relaxing time as well. Hmm.

In other news, exams are coming up so I've been doing lots of lovely revising. I had TWO library sessions today and for the first time in all the revision that I've ever done, I've actually been managing to read stuff from text books and not fall asleep in boredom after 10 minutes. Shows that I really do find some of this stuff interesting.

That's it. BYE.